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Wow it's been a long tme [Feb. 12th, 2009|09:35 pm]
[Tags|, ]
[Current Location |My apartment, Tsukuba, Japan]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |Mr. children (Japanese band)]

Yeah I know I haven't been posting at all...I really need to change that!  But for now I'll give a quick update on what has happened so far...

November

The last time I posted was back in November when it was finals week the 2nd trimester (in Japan, the school year starts in April not September), now it's almost the end of the 3rd trimester. Anyway, after finals were over, my friends and I took a trip to Okinawa ( a small "tropical" island) We spent 5 days and 4 nights  there and it was so much fun. (only costed $390 for hotel and plane ticket!!)

We took a plane from Haneda Airport near tokyo, which is for domestic trips only. It was so cool though to have our plane tickets in Japanese and also they have this electronic check-in where all you do is put in your names and your flight arrangements will popup and then you can change your seats anywhere on the plane. It was really fast, no lines, and no dealing with people. lol.

We got there 2 hours later in the main city, but we only stayed one night there and the rest of nights were on the other side of the island.
It was so beautiful even though it wasn't that warm out.

Throughout  the five days we went souvenir shopping, went to an aquarium, and went to a small island off the coast which is where the picture was taken. The water was crystal clear all over the coast. Mainly we just had fun doing whatever...one night we went to a traditional Okinawan bar and there were two siblings who sang traditional okinawan music...i really liked it.

This wasn't them, but here's a video of one of the songs they sang.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFp7tqfXxU8

December

After the trip, we came back refreshed and ready to start the new quarter...well sort of. ^_^
After taking around 14 classes last quarter, I decided to go with the bare minimum 10 credit hours = 8 classes

5 japanese classes, 1 for tracking animals in Nagano, 1 Ling. Anthro, 1 English Idioms

Once the quarter started, I really felt like I was getting the hang of Tsukuba and it's messed up system. I was actually able to understand everything in my classes, I didn't to look up EVERY kanji character, and classes were pretty interesting.

Before I was in a Snowboarding club, but the people in there weren't very easy to talk to, so I changed to a Kayaking club カヌークラブ. The people were much warmer, and invited me to a drinking party the first day I got there!! This is how the week played out:

wednesday:

I had applied for a short Homestay with a Japanese family in a nearby town Moriya 守谷, so I had finally gotten the information about it and had to call the family that day to let them know that I was coming on saturday morning. I had talked on the phone in Japanese plenty of times before, but I don't know why but I was actually really nervous and found myself browsing through JSL (my japanese textbook from OSU)  looking for clues..lol...I figured out what I was going to say and made the call, but actually it wasn't that difficult at all. I just used as much keigo (polite Japanese) as possible and left a message for the mother who was the one who had  applied for the program. It went very smoothly and wasn't bad at all!


Went to my first meeting, and was introduced to everyone. There were around 6 girls and 2 guys at the time. The were talking about the up coming 忘年会 (bounenkai: literally Forget the Year Party) that Friday. All over japan, they have a 忘年会 where they drink alcohol and talk. lol...I just found a wiki entry for it!! en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B%C5%8Dnenkai

Then they started talking about the big competition coming up クリスマスカップ, so they asked me whether I wanted to go to the competition. Since it was my first time in a club meeting it was really hard for me to understand them...so at first I thought they had asked me whether I wanted to be IN the competition, but really they were just talking about going to competition to practice and support the other club members. lol. I said yes, and they talked about how it would be in two weeks. Since it was coming up soon, we decided to practice on friday afternoon.

Thursday:
Went to class all day and then had tutoring for an hour at Bigboy (yes! there's Bigboy in Japan..how random! but unfortunately it's completely Japanifide T_T  I tutor about 3 times a week:  Toru, Sato (friends who work together, I met Toru through Nate, and Sato through Toru), and the last one is with two high school guys (their family has been hiring exchange students for years: each one passed down from the one before. As far as I know, an Australian girl gave the job to Kyle who gave it to Nate who gave it to me..lol. and I will late pass down this tradition ^_^) ohh yeah Kyle and Nate are from OSU, but Kyle graduated and is back in Japan with the JET program.

So Toru and I had arranged for us and Sato to have dinner at his place with his family on Friday.


Friday:

12pm:
went out in the pond on campus 天3池 (ama san ike) and kayaked around the pond. It was my first time kayaking in a pond, but I had kayaked in rivers since I was around 7 or so. However it had been 5 years since I had last kayaked so I was kind of nervous.

3pm:
went shopping with my friend Clara to look for gifts for our host families (it's customary in Japan if you are going over someone's house you should bring a gift, usually food). I bought cookies for Toru's kids, candy for him and his wife, and Tskuba Omiyage (souvenir) for my host family. (Every Prefecture/city something they are known for [food or activity], a mascot, and a Omiyage お土産

5pm: get home and take a shower and get ready to go over Toru's house.

8pm:
picked up by Sato and head over to toru's house where we greet his family (I give him the gifts) and sit down at the table. That night we were having Tsukiyaki which is basically where we cook cut up meat on a portable burner on the table with some vegetables and then we take it off the burner with our chopsticks and dip it into raw egg. I was disgusted when I found out what we were dipping it into, but actually it was so good!! So we sat there ate a lot, talked a lot, and ended up going home at 11pm.

11:15:
get home and text one of my club members to come and pick me up for the 忘年会. She picks me up and we arrive at a house. We walk in, take off our shoes, and walk into the living room: HOLY CRAP!  I wish I would've taken a picture of this because it was insane! There had to have been almost 30 people crammed into this tiny living room on couches, chairs, the ground or in the kotatsu which is a japanese style table with a heater inside while blankets cover the sides. (since there is no central heating in most areas of Japan, there are a lot of these type of gadgets). Anyway, I had no idea there were this many ppl in the club because I definitely did not see them at the meeting. lol. The minute i got there, a guy got out of the kotatsu and let me sit down there!! it was so nice!
But it was soooo much fun. I was talking to a girl I had met at the meeting who was telling me about her study abroad in Australia. Then we started talking to another guy who reminded me of my older brother..lol..because he was so funny and blunt. We were talking about how different manga series are popular in each country. A series that is popular in Japan isn't always popular in the US or Australia. Everyone was soo nice, and I was so surprised at how much I actually understood! We stayed there until 4am and went home.

Saturday:

9am: got up and ready for the train to go to Moriya for the homestay. Met other Tsukuba int. students who were doin the homestay too, and we were all nervous and excited to go..lol. We were talking about what we were giving our homestay families as omiyage.

10am: we arrive in Moriya meeting up with the head of the program, who ended up being my homestay mother! lol.

11am:
we arrive at a community center for a welcome party.  There were so many Japanese people there..lol..and only 8 foreigners. They had us register and line up with the other japanese people there. Then they proceeded to call off the int. student's name and then her host family's name....going down the list of names. Then they came accross my friend Clara's name and then her family, which ended up being an old guy by himself. She walked over to him and they took a picture of them and I swear it looked like a rapist picture!! lol. But actually he ended up being a high school principal and really nice.
My host mother was busy with planning the party, so I mainly talked with her daughter who is around my age and goes to Waseda University. Her name is Tomo-chan. We are surprisingly a lot alike, and she was so easy to talk to. So we just spent the rest of the party eating sushi, pizza,  and fried chicken talking to everyone. We did some calligraphy 書道 and made our own hanko 判子 (Instead of signing your names, Japanese people use a stamp that had their kanji characters on it, when they have to sign an important document for the government, they need to have a specially made one)

4pm:
the party ended and everyone was going home, but there ended up being yet another party nearby which my host mother was running, so we headed over there right after the party. However, it became so tiring talking in Japanese for so long and meeting so many people at once. But that didn't matter because we still had to help prepare for the next party. This one wasn't connected with the homestay program but with the townspeople.

the party started and it was really interesting.. I met the most random people! The minute I said I was the US, everyone started telling me about their random travels there...one person start speaking spanish to me. I told him i didn't know spanish but he continued to speak it to me and then walked away. lol.

But one thing that keeps annoying me is that I try so hard to get away from using english, but people constantly speak english to me. Other Japanese people even tell the person who's speaking english to me (this has happened so many times I can't even count) but that person continues to speak in english. Sometimes I have no idea what their saying their english is that bad. **sigh** I didn't think it would be so hard to speak in Japanese in freakin' JAPAN! I want to hear what phrases are used in different situations...how am I supposed to do that when they use ENGLISH?!?!

8pm:
finally ended the party and went back to their home. I was exhausted, but we continued to talk.


Anyway, I'm sorry I'm gonna have to end this now, but I will post again with the rest!! See ya!

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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2008|03:43 am]
[mood | nostalgic]

So this upcoming week is Finals week...ugh! lol....I have three papers and four tests...ohh well. But I really can't focus so I thought I would write in here a little bit.

Recently I have been really missing home.. it's so weird.  Like during the election I really just wanted to be home more than anything, and now Thanksgiving and Christmas are coming up and I'm slowly realizing that I really wont be there for it. INSTEAD , I will be in class T_T.  But actually after finals week we have a week-long break, and my friends and I are going to Okinawa. CANT WAIT! It's like the Hawaii of the US. Except it'll be a little chilly over there. It'll still be so much fun.

So recently I have been in such nostalgic moods. Like I have been watching old 90's/2000 movies like "10 things I hate about you" or "Clueless" lol.

But it was so amazing to see the effect first-hand on how it truly impacted the whole world. Everyone would ask me if I had voted, and my teachers would randomly talk about it in class. I felt like I was so privileged to be able to participate in such a grand event. And my friend Erica who is here with me from OSU said that she saw some people from Europe watching Obama's speech crying. I really can agree with that! That speech was so moving, who didn't actually cry?  Acutally speaking of which, if you guys have the time, watch this episode of The View...it was a really good one.


www.youtube.com/watch



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Survey [Nov. 5th, 2008|02:06 am]
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[Current Location |My apartment, Tsukuba, Japan]
[mood | anxious]

Hey all,

For one of my classes, I am writing a paper on the perceptions of Japan in and outside of the country. It would really help if you all could fill out this survey and either copy and paste it into a comment on Livejournal or e-mail it to   Jude.chan15@gmail.com.     PLEASE!! 
I can't write my paper without your input, it would really mean a lot to me! 

Thanks in advanced!


Survey )


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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2008|04:15 pm]
[mood | crazy]

I know I haven't been updating...Im really sorry. I know some of you are interested in what has been happening i have not kept my promise and have probably let you down. The problem is that there is just so much going on here...I feel like my life right is a whirlwind that I have no control over... I have made so many great friends whom I cherish, and yet I keep coming to the same conclusion: I can not in my best interests hang out with them right now. One is from Germany and the other three are from Holland. I love hanging out with them so much, but I feel like I am not living in Japan but merely traveling in Japan. I have been here for two months and yet I dont feel like I am apart of Japan culture in any way.

Also, I am taking 14 classes at the moment, I am swamped with homework, and I am still trying to sort out things for my apartment. Everyone is constantly asking me to call them, e-mail them, talk to them, send them stuff...I would love to spend all the time in the world talking to you guys or writing to you guys, but I cant.

But other than that...I have really been enjoying Japan...I have been traveling around Tokyo and to Kyoto...going out every weekend...and have had a blast. But I feel like my Japanese learning has been put on the back burner. And I can not let that happen. So I will make sure to write in much more detail when I get this figured out.

Oh and I joined a Snowboarding club...not sure the exact details of it, but will hopefully find out soon.


ttyl,

Judy

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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2008|02:49 am]


So i've been in Japan for a little over three weeks now...and yet I still feel like I can't do anything....ahhhh!!  Even shopping takes forever because i can't read anything...and then i can't get anything important done like getting cellphone or internet without my tutor...T_T

it's sooooo hard.

Also, when i moved into the dorm..it was so disgusting!! I can't even describe how bad it was...lets just say there was dirt all over the walls...bugs all over my room...and the toilets were so disgusting!  So i got together with some american friends here and we each got an apartment by ourselves..about 300 a month...not bad...though it is MUCH smaller than in the states....only one room, a kitchen, and bathroom...but I really like it.. .it feels like I am living like a japanese person...yay!

and just this past weekend...i went out to tokyo with a bunch of friends and stayed out all night in clubs...it was so much fun!

well i HAVE to get to bed...it's so late...but i will post later!!

I have some posts in my other blog about thailand...  [info]judesjapan  

ttyl!

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wooow it's been soo long [May. 30th, 2008|12:30 am]
[mood | good]
[music |Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield]

Hey all!

So yeah it has truly been such a long time since I've posted. gah! I've had a really tough year this year and I think that might've been the cause. Everything's been going wrong, and it's just been so stressful. But on a brighter note, I have bought the plane tickets...plans are starting to be made: I am spending a month in Thailand with Francisco and his family, and then a YEAR in Japan. O_o I will be studying at the University of Tsukuba and living in a dorm on campus. I think I will be back August 1, 2009. However, I'm soooo afraid that SOMETHING is going to happen that will prevent me from going to japan or thailand. For me this is too good to be true! It's what I've been dreaming to do for so long! I just don't know how i could bear not going.

HOWEVER, I am also so sad to leave everyone...for SO long. ONE year! so many of my friends are going to be graduated by then! T_T And it's going to be so hard to be away from Francisco for so long as well. And also i'm so nervous and scared to go over there! eek!

But I'm not leaving for Thailand until July 29th, so I really want to make the most of every day at home with family and friends and then short visits to OSU to see Francisco. (he has to stay here until June 20 in order to move into his new apartment). Also Francisco got this Disney College Program internship at Disney World (it sounds so amazing I'm definitely applying after graduation). Anyway, he got the internship, however OSU/Fed. Govt. are telling him he can't do this internship because it doesn't directly relate to Electrical Engineering T_T. But he's appealing this and filling out paperwork and having them print out a different acceptance letter with info on the Engineering Professional Studies program. Basically he takes classes taught Engineers who are working at Disney. He's taught the in's and out's of Disney and is able to network with other engineers working there. I really hope this works out! If it does he'll be working at Disney World in florida from september to january of this year. If you think this interests you and you're in college, I highly suggest that you apply. it's not hard to get in either. and you can take classes on all aspects of disney or specializations.

go here for more info http://disneycollegeprogram.com

So yeah next week is finals and then I leave on Saturday. Thanks to mel!! I love you Mel! So excited to hang out this summer!!

Well I should be getting to bed...tomorrow last day of classes and the this Language Festival where the East Asian Language department has its students do skits or presentations...and they also have this interpretation face-off. It's so much fun! And so FUNNY!



Good Nigh! Oyasumi!

Judy
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LIFE: WTF? [Aug. 31st, 2007|04:11 am]
[Current Location |home in Mentor!]
[mood | contemplative]

So we've come to a point in our lives where things around us are changing so rapidly that we can't control it or do anything about it just hold on and try and deal with what comes at us. Friends or people that we used to see in our everyday-life are starting to take defining paths in their lives: sometimes they're connecting and sometimes they're breaking away from my path. There are friends who are going off to different parts of the world while other friends who staying back in the same town we lived in. Then, you realize that you yourself are moving into your defining path. You decide your own destiny. Do you stay? or Do you go? What's more important to you? Friends and family back home? or your hopes and dreams far off in another part of the world? These are the types of things that we are seeing right in front of our very own eyes. And it's our decision as to where we go. And even though this concept seems so simple and easy: just go for your dreams no matter what it takes. I am finding it more and more complicated and difficult as I get farther down my path.
So my question is now directed towards the readers: what is more important for you? friends and family at home? or dream in other parts of the world? Do you stay close to home and cast your far-off dreams away? or do you go for your dream without looking back?

I thought this was such an easy question when I graduated high school with excitement for a new life. But then I fell in love and met the most amazing people on my floor in I-house. And you know what was the most unexpected thing of all? I suddenly became closer than I had ever been before to the friends I thought I had long ago left behind. And now I am at a loss as to what do I do now. Do I go off to Japan and try to make home there for a couple of years for experience? or Do i stay here and try and work with I have? Now that i'm moving farther along my degree I'm finding it absolutely necessary that I leave for Japan and France. But how long? And when I come back will there be anyone to come back to? What do you do when all of your friends have splitting paths? What do you do when even the love of your life has another path set out for him? When do these paths connect again? Or will they ever?
These are some of the questions I've been pondering for some time now, and I still have no clue as to what to do or how to prepare for such events. Can two ppl stay together even though the distance between them is so far a part? and if so for how long can it last?


I know that I won't the answer to these questions until I am faced to deal with them...until my relationship with Francisco and my friends is forced to deal with it. Until then, I'll continue to ponder and stress out.

Anybody feeling even remotely the same feelings as me?
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2007|11:07 pm]
[Current Location |den's apartment at Kent State]
[mood | yay can do whatever i want!]
[music |Rascal Flatts: One Good Love....ah i just LOVE this song!]

soo...i'm back at my brother's apartment at kent state...and it's been fun just hanging out...i'm really going to miss him when i go back to osu... i can't stand it...i am CONSTANTLY missing ppl now...when i'm at home in mentor i miss Francisco and Den...when i'm at Den's, I miss Francisco and my mom and my friends...when i'm at OSU...i miss my friends (mainly Mel), den, and my mom... it's pretty much a never-ending vicious cycle. i can't really do anything about it. but i am DYING to see Francisco...i don't know...it's been so hard to be without him...maybe it's because we haven't been able to talk in a week... and I miss him so much. gah! and i'm not used to missing someone this much..so it kinda scares me...what will it be like when we are apart for a YEAR! actually it might be TWO years... if i go to france for the year after that. Francisco's really worried about it too...he even considered studying abroad in japan as well...holy crap!! but yeah i realized that we really need to work that out in our relationship...but i don't know how...it's getting to the point where i can't be truly happy unless i'm with him or by him...and i'm pretty sure it shouldn't be like this...anybody have any ideas on how i can change this? 'cause i literally have nothing in mind. and i think we're just going to be getting closer and closer at time goes on. **sighs** i just don't know.

well, on a brighter note. mel and i were hanging out yesterday...it was so much fun just talking... i love it when we talk...and we can talk for hours and hours...without even realizing the amount of time passing..it's so much fun...and it's so funny because that is EXACTLY what i wanted in a relationship...that's why it makes me so happy that it's like that with Francisco and I as well..but there are DEFINITELY things i can talk about with mel that i can't with Francisco...and that's why i love having mel there...she always makes me so happy and when i am with her I actually don't miss Francisco nearly as much...and we can vent about our relationships together and rant about random things or problems in our lives...i love it...i think we have the PERFECT friendship...i feel like i can always rely on her to be there for me for ANYTHING....so even though it HURTS so badly that she is moving to Canada... i KNOW for sure that she'll be happier there...and that we'll still talk for hours and hours when she's there. ^_^ and we even planned for me to visit her during my winter break...i'm so excited!! i love mel!! i'm excited to see her new life! which hasn't been made yet but WILL!!!

and I freaking love the Rascal Flatts...gahh mel now you got me to call them THE Rascal Flatts...lol...i really want Francisco to listen to them but he won't...he's not a huge music fan. he listened to them when i had them playing in my room but honestly i don't think he was paying attention. **sighs** ONE of these days i wll get him to not only listen to Rascal Flatts but LOVE them and become obsessed just like i am ^___^ he'll see.

so i'm going back to OSU on sunday two more days...i'm excited to go back and see everyone on my floor and Francisco, but i am not looking forward to classes...i still need a break from the stress of winter quarter, but there's really nothing that can be done about that...at least it'll be the first week and the first week is usually pretty calm in terms of studying and homework. Mel's coming to visit me down in OSU hopefully!! i'm so excited!! I really want her to meet everyone on my floor and Francisco. and I want her to see the campus and see that not all colleges are like CSU. it'll be so much fun!!! i'm not gonna sleep much b/c i'll just want to cherish the little time that we'll have before she moves away. I really hope everything works out for next weekend and for mel...i really do.


well...i think i'm gonna go read or something else to enjoy the last bit of my break.. until next time!
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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2007|05:12 pm]
[Current Location |dorm...OSU]
[mood | busy]
[music |Hilary Duff ---> I've become addicted..lol]

wow... so this quarter has just FLOWN by... i SWEAR I was just starting last week...and now this is the LAST week for regular classes and then FINALS! ugh!

ohh well... this quarter has been a mixture of feelings...on one hand i have had so much fun but then on the other i have had so much stress i can't stand it..things with Francisco and I have been...amazing... I can't even put it into words...and even if I did, it still would not do us justice. We'll just spend hours talking and looking at pictures or watching anime or doing whatever... it's funny 'cause we'll have so much fun just doing whatever or nothing at all....reminds me of Mel and I...oh how I miss us hanging out! But this is EXACTLY how I pictured the perfect relationship to be like...we can just talk about anything... or sometimes nothing at all. lol He was sick for over a week during Valentine's Day... I felt so bad, especially since this was the FIRST time he's ever gotten a cold... yes the FIRST time... I kid you not! He's live in Chile and Africa since last year when he came here, and no one really gets the common cold there...just Malaria, which he's had five times! I can't even imagine. well even though he was sick he still manage to get me THIRTEEN Roses!! they were beautiful! just beautiful! here's a picture of them



also, my floor and I went to the Blackwell, a fancy restaurant with dress code, here's a picture of all of us...it was a lot of fun but it was so frickin' cold!!!



so, I went snowboarding on Friday...it was a lot of fun but i wasn't able to go on the intermediate slopes much which kinda sucked...it was because my friend was snowboarding for the first time and i couldn't let her go on the huge slopes but i still had a lot of fun! and YES Mel we MUST go snowboarding together!! I'm going to be on break March 15th...i'm not sure if they'll have the slopes open then but we can always try right?!

ohh and my family came and visited me! My mom and dad and dennis...it was so great just seeing them...they got to meet Francisco and it seems that they really liked him. so i was happy! the only thing is...i realized how much i really did miss them! I really do miss living with them T___T and laughing about the old times and den and i talking in japanese...**sighs** it just sucks that after spring break i'll barely see them until mid August!! ohh well that's life i guess.

well...i have to get back to doing some homework...ttyl!

Jude
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2007|04:40 am]
[Current Location |dorm...OSU]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |Rascal Flatts]

so I'd like to start off saying that I should NOT be writing in this right now...'cause I seriously have a MOUNTAIN of homework i need to do... and just for the hell of it i'm going to list this pile of crap i have to do by TOMORROW which is actually TODAY...in FIVE HOURS! UGH

twenty MORE pages of Pol Sci reading
a 17 pg pol sci article i have to read
23 pages of french play i have to read

and for Tuesday
50 pages in Geology

and on Wednesday I have TWO Midterms
French
Political Science

uuuugh!! so much freakin' homework!!

so other than the shit load of work i have to do..i have been having fun...the ppl on my floor are amazing...i love them so much...and Francisco is amazing...he's such a sweetheart..he's so honest and open...and genuinely cares about everyone...you can't even hate him or be mad at him.

yaaah so we were talking and we had planned on going Zambia and travelling Africa, but his mom suggested that I come to Thailand and STAY with his family...STAY with his family...omg..that sounds AMAZING...but TERRIFYING.. i mean i'm dying to go, but it's so scary to think about...I mean I won't only be LIVING in HIS house for a week, but meeting his family and living WITH them... especially since he is so close to his mom... I thought I was close to my mom but he talks to his mom EVERYDAY sometimes twice a day! I think that's so sweet, but that means that his mom is not going to want to accept me so easily 'cause it's like i'm "stealing" her son i guess... well, at least that's what it feels like it's going to be like...well anyway, i'm terrified...and they're all going to be speaking spanish the whole time...and yaaaah i'm going to have NO idea what they're saying...no idea...**sighs**

but I'm going to try and take spanish next quarter..so yeah that'll three languages.. japanese, french and now spanish...that'll be interesting!! but i hear from EVERYONE that spanish is so easy and so similar to english and french so i'm not too worried at all...actually I'm really excited for it!! the thing I'm worried about is not the teacher or the class but Francisco himself..lol..he's going to be very strict.. and he agrees..lol

well got get to class..ttyl! ja ne!
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hmmmn... [Dec. 28th, 2006|01:42 am]
[mood | blah]

so I'm probably going to go back to school on saturday, 30th, because my dad will in town and i don't think he'll mind driving me back... or at least i hope not! and I've realized that i probably won't see my friends for a very very long time... won't see wendy's workers for a long time too.. 'cause i'm going to take summer classes...and now that mel's going to canada...i don't even know how much time i'll be able to spend with her...it's really sad..and there's really nothing i can do about it...everyone's lives are changing so quickly for everyone...this is the time where ppl will make THE most important decisions that they will ever make...this is the time where they will choose what they want their lives to be like...and WHERE they want their lives to be..and who they want their lives to be with.. this is the time where it all happens...everything...and there is nothing anyone..not you..and certainly not me can do about it..we separate..move on...and live our lives...and that's that.. so i'm not going to try and change it...i'm just going to let life take its course and what happens...happens...if i never get a chance to see melody again...even though i'll be heart broken...at least i'll know she'll be happy...she'll have michael...and tash..and bunch of other friends...canada will give her what ppl here in the US couldn't...i'm sure..but i just want you to know. that you are loved here...i love you..your family loves you and even though it doesn't seem like it...sarah loves you too.. we all do...and we hope for the best for you. and i'm not going to say "we'll keep in touch" 'cause we KNOW how that'll turn out. we are BOTH horrible at keeping in touch...but..i'll make sure to write in here and on facebook..and you do the same!

BUT on a happier note... christmas was awesome! I got a cell phone..but it's pay as you go...so i can't use it that much...but i love it..it's so cute and small...and got a bunch of money, clothes...perfume (tommy girl and the britney spears's "fantasy") and this nail kit for french manicure...a french phrases calendar, chinese checkers..and i think that's about it. what did everyone else get?

so i hope everyone has a Happy New Year!


Jude
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soo.... it's Christmas time...well almost!! [Dec. 23rd, 2006|11:36 pm]
[Current Location |the boring ol' Mentor]
[mood | hopeful]

I'm SO excited that Christmas is going to be here!! Tomorrow my WHOLE family (on my mom's side) gets together at this restaurant called EVERY year on Christmas Eve. Even though as the years have passed this restaurant has become completely out of the way for EVERYONE (like an hour to an hour and a half) except for my grandpa and my immediate family, and not only that, the food has gone downhill over the years as well. Now the food SUCKS and is outrageously expensive whereas before it was cheap and delicious. BUT my grandpa NEVER changes anything (been living in the same house for over forty years). However, everyone has a good time and it's so nice to see the whole family.

though, I'm also SO excited to get back to OSU...I really miss everyone there...EVEN THOUGH it has been so much fun to see all my friends in mentor..it's so hard having TWO completely different lives..and i know it's just going to get more difficult when everyone starts changing even more...and i know this is part of life, but doesn't it seem like everything and everyone's changing so quickly?!?! I mean we've spent most of our lives going through school and it seemed like everything stayed the same for so long and that we did the same thing everyday..but not i look two years in the future and i don't know what country i'll be in (I plan on doing study abroad) let alone what school i'll be going to or what classes i'll take. I used to think in the future and know exactly what i'll be doing..but now i have no idea and that terrifies me...the choices that i make now will determine what i do for the rest of my life...THAT scares the crap out of me!

but i've been having so much fun at osu, so for right now i am content at where i am and i don't want anything to change, but it will... and there's NOTHING i can do about it.. and so much has happened already.. I've met and live with such amazing ppl...i love them all...and I am currently going out with one of those amazing ppl on my floor, Francisco Escobar Alfaro. He is THE sweetest person i have ever met. I love him so much... I MISS him so much! Also, I got my grades for my first quarter, and I got straight A's...i'm so proud of myself, but at the same time I feel that it's not really a big accomplishment because they were lower level classes, and that the real test will come when i start my upper level major classes for japanese and french..THAT's when i'll be tested and if i get straight A's THAT will be an accomplishment not with GEC's. though a 4.0 GPA DOES look nice.. ^_^

Next quarter I'm taking Hip Hop Dance..lol...can you picture ME doing that?? lol But i'm so excited for it!! I'm actually excited for ALL my classes! Japanese is going to be so much fun 'cause i'm going to be in the same class with everyone who are taking J102...it's going to be so much fun!! French is hopefully going to be more challenging and hopefully the class will actually be in french... political sci. 145 is about international relations with resources..and my first Geology class on the rocks found in National Parks..sounds kinda dumb but interesting at the same time..lol

well, i'm going to get to bed and help my mom with her paper route at three in the morning..

またね

Jude
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wow..it's been a long time!! [Oct. 26th, 2006|04:40 pm]
[Current Location |dorm...OSU]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Eureka Seven Complete Best]

so... yah...i haven't been keeping my promise with updating on here...and i'm sorry about that...though it probably isn't much of a big deal anyway..

so what's new with me?

hmmn.... what isn't?! that should be the question...'cause frankly so much has been happening...it's hard for me to even say what has happened 'cause everything has been changing so much that it's hard to distinguish what is "new" and what is not.

so lets start from the beginning.. or at least where i left off..

okay, my roommate is kewl...we get along really well but we don't hang out with each other unless we're in a group with the floor...which by the way..i absolutely love! My floor! everyone's like me! except not and from a different country or area in the U.S. i feel so sheltered sometimes 'cause most of the ppl on my floor have been EVERYWHERE! and still want to go to more countries..and a lot of ppl have the cutest clothes and I'll tell them "aww...i love that shirt or something like that and i'll ask where did you get that?" and the response is always the same "ohh i got it from japan or china, or india, or france, or england or korea.. blah..blah..it's amazing!"
but then i was just realizing something as i was filling out my application to study abroad in japan next year (but since it's so competitive i'll probably end up going the year after that "08-09") so i realized that THAT is going to be ME... i can't wait for that to happen...i'll be able to say "ohh i got this from japan...or france" oohhh i can't wait to study abroad!!

and there are SOO many ppl taking japanese...it's so awesome!! we always talk about the class..lol...good times...good times.

and everyone's such language nerds that i love it...we'll ALWAYS be talking about one language or another.. and we all want to take the same type of classes...and so many of us are going to be studying abroad in the same year!! i hope!! so we all want to meet up in japan..that would be so much fun!! and i've been hanging out with the japanese international students! Miho (Mee-hoe) and Akiko (aa-kee-koe)... i absolutely love them! they're so much fun! and I'm hoping to go to Akiko's university in japan when i study abroad but when i went to go see the coordinator for the program she said that i don't get to pick where i want to go!! ugh!! i get to have a preference but that's it...ultimately it's their decision! but if i do get to go there..it's going to be so much fun! i can NOT wait!

friday we (almost half of my floor) went to this Pumpkin festival...it was so much fun...even though it was freezing!! though we rode this ride that went turns you upside-down...well it would've been fun if it weren't for the fact that it was a crappy carnival ride and the harnass was too loose so were holding on for dear life. lol lets just say that the international students did not find this very fun...nor did the americans..lol ^_^ but on the ride there miho and Alban (From france) were talking in German..it was so funny!! lol..and alban starting talking to me in french...oh god..i barely understood him! so we had a small conversation in french.. and miho, akiko, and i try to have random japanese conversations..it's hard for me to keep up 'cause i've only had two classes in it at a community college, so i didn't learn that much..but it's fun!







so classes..they're going pretty well... i pretty confident in japanese..we had our midterm which was an interview in japanese for five minutes...well mine was not even three minutes long b/c the last part was rapid-fire! back-to-back phrases i had to make negative...i think i did alright.. but linguistics is killing me!! i have 78% now..ugh!! i couldn't believe it! it sucks!! but we have a huge project coming up with a paper so i'm definitely going to do well on this...i don't care what i have to do!!


so yah...that's about it..lol.. i'll write s'more later.

mata ne! see ya!


here's the just about the whole I-house.. which is our floor (International House)

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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2006|12:56 am]
[Tags|]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |random classical that's on the radio]

so nisha made it clear that she wants me to update regularly on here so i will obide her wishes and do just that!

ok, so I'm finally moved in.....my shoebox...i mean dorm.... but I love it!!

so this is how it went..

i get to the hall after three hours of driving, and we pull up to the front door. right away there are ppl out and they take all my stuff and put it in carts... i try to help but they said that i didn't have to and that i should get my key...so  i do...i come back and everything's already in the carts ready to go... i tell them my room number and by the time we manage to get up there... they're already there!  so i open my door...and OUCH...it's TINY... and i talked with my roommate earlier..and she made it clear that she didn't want the beds bunked but when i come in the beds are already bunked. and furniture is EVERYWHERE...  oh boyy... but i notice that there's someone else right across the hall who's already moved in..and it's my RA yun from korea. .really nice!! she said that she would help move the furniture... big mistake! lets just say while we unbunking the beds (which turned out to be much harder than expected) ended with almost killing my  RA (picture it this TINY little girl trying to lift a bed that is at her head level and it almost landing on her...ohh i felt so bad!! but she was really nice about it.

anyway, while i was walking back down trying to find the elevators (it's literally like a maze in here, but i love it) i see these three guys talking knocking on someone's door.. as i walk over  they introduce themselves... two of them were from france and the other one...guess where... JAPAN!! ohh boy! now you know me..i'm not boy-crazy at all, but these guys we're so hot! **swoons** with their french accent.. and the japanese guy (shige..pronounced shee-gay) soo cute!! they were so nice!! they invited me to dinner but i had refuse because my mom and dennis were still setting up my computer... and when i met shige i told him "i'm majoring in japanese" he became so shocked! and happy...and then i told the french guys (alban and alex i think) i'm majoring in french too... and alban's response is "wow you're certainly majoring in everything aren't you?" lol no...i'm not... THAT's the funny part.. out of all the countries in the world they had to be from the two of which languages that i'm majoring in! lol

and after that...i starting getting everything in place and den and my mom left... and more ppl started coming out in the hallway so i joined and met two other japanese girls...they're sooo nice!! she said that i should study abroad in her university in japan.. (University of Japan in Nagoa) ...of course!!!

and so we have a meeting to meet everyone...and i meet another girl from taiwan...and another girl.. (you'll love this mel and tash) from england... her name is Tabby dove... oh she's so nice!!
 
so now i'm sitting on my UNBELIEVABLY confortable bed...i got satin sheets for really cheap... and they are soo soft... i love them!!

and yah **looks at the time** Yikes!! i really have to get to bed!! i have to get up a 8 tomorrow for another LONG day.. but i can't wait!

well, until then! jaa ne
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(no subject) [Sep. 8th, 2006|06:13 am]
[mood | hopeful]

soo...wow...i just realized it's been over a month since i've updated...holy shit! so I figured I'd better update..

so anyway.. i guess i should fill in on everything that has and will happen..

I only have one day left of wendy's... FINALLY!! it's saturday. i closed five days in a row and would've closed six if i hadn't switched with someone.

and I move into Morrison room 444  at  OSU in SIX days...I can't even frickin' wait! I move in three days earlier than everyone else because I'm a Ohio State Welcome Leader (OWL) which means i help everyone move in...and when i say "help" I mean ME taking all their crap out of their car...putting it on a cart taking it to their room...SERIOUSLY! but i get a free T-shirt and meet a lot of ppl and not have to deal with ten thousand ppl moving in at the same time.

and I met a guy on facebook. his name's Eric....we've been talking since end of May.. he's a japanese major at OSU... and he seems like a really nice guy....we're going to hang out the day after i move in.. I'm so excited! but unbelieveably nervous....i mean not only am going away to a completely different evironment without any of my friends, but i don't know where anything is and I'm supposed to meet him at his dorm after I get done with all the OWL activities.. i have NO idea how that's going to work out..

and I talked with my roommate. her name is Sam and she seems really kewl...AND she likes Rascal Flatts...she's minoring in French...which means we can help each other out with french  and majoring in international studies.... BUT our room is going to be MINISCULE! seriously!  look at this floorplan:
http://housing.osu.edu/halls.asp?section=other&id=15&type=13&room=4668&x=34&y=11
click on the little box at the bottom
and sam doesn't want the beds bunked so there's no way we're going to have room for ANYTHING...so mel and corey...when you come over.. we have no room for you..so you'll have sleep floating in the air...good luck with that ^_^  ohh but wait can't do that b/c our ceiling's only 8'9" from the floor...SERIOUSLY!! i'm 5'5" that makes a little over three feet above my head..so if we DID want to bunk our beds...heaven for bid we actually want to SIT up on the top bunk..ok...i'm ranting...just a LITTLE ^_^

and at orientation I ended up meeting two ppl who are on my floor and two who are in my japanese class.. 8:30 in the MORNING EVERY frickin' day!  but i'm so excited for a challenging japanese class!!


and I met some other ppl on facebook who are in my linguistics class and who are on my floor.. I'm SO excited to hang out with them!! especially Wendy who loves anime and manga... we are a lot alike...we are going to have so much fun!!

so here's my schedule:


Japanese 101.01 (R)   8:30 am      M T W R F
                          (L)   9:30 am          T      R

Humanities Survey     12:30 pm      M T W

French 102.66           2:30 pm-      M   W   F
                                3:48 pm

Linguistics 170         3:30 pm-         T     R
                              5:18 pm


well, it won't be too bad someone i met at orientation is going to the same class and we're on the same floor so we're going to get lost together on our way to class...lol


well, i'm going to head off to bed.
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2006|11:10 am]
[mood | excited]

sooo...I'm just about to go to PA with Melody...yay!! it's going to be so much fun!! we're going to be listening to ALL of the classic Nineties...yes!!! yes!! y-e-s! starting with Nsync then to Backstreet boys..and of course the Spices Girls! yes! so I'll be back next week! so talk to ya'll later! HO!
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2006|06:21 am]
[Current Location |entry at my Myspace]
[mood | contemplative]

so I put this up on my myspace blog awhile back, but I'm going to post it here because it's really what i truly feel right now...tell me if I'm not the only one.



do you ever feel like you're constantly waiting?

waiting for a friend: whether they be old or  future

waiting for your "soul mate"

waiting for life to get easier...happier...better

waiting for an awesome trip.

waiting for school to end..and summer to begin..then after summer is here we're waiting for it to end.

I can say that I am waiting for an awesome trip in August...a new beginning in september...and a guy who will make life worth living!!

so that's why I put this layout up, and why (if you didn't know) I have "anata1o1matte1imasu" (which is anata o mate-imasu...meaning "I'm waiting for you") as my url to my myspace.

it's my life...constantly waiting...for SOMETHING! though I can honestly say that even though I'm waiting...I still take in and appreciate the time I have now...with my friends...with my family (even though I hate my brother)...and with life right now.

so are YOU waiting for someone or something?
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2006|05:58 am]
[Current Location |mel's house...where else?]
[mood | indescribable]
[music |Jack Johnson]

soooo...these past few days have been "interesting" to say the least!

I've been having these mixed emotions... i don't really know what i'm feeling, but it's not really good.... i haven't been truly happy...just blah..that's all i can really describe it... i'm just waiting for life to move on.. yet I don't want to move on...I just don't want to be here! that's basically what it is... i'm sick of mentor...i'm sick of my family... sick of STUPID drama that I have to deal with or listen to! I know I've said this before, but it just gets worse because things NEVER change! BUT I love hanging out with the ppl I hang out with...it's just I want SOMETHING in my life to change! I want  to be FREE from my family! just for alittle bit! it's painful sometimes just being AROUND my brother keith or my grandpa... or even my mom....sometimes I'll be in THE best mood, and I'll come home and she'll be so depressed about something... i don't know what.....and my heart just breaks.... i become the most depressed person ever. I think my mom is just so sad that we're all leaving...and what I mean by "we"... my two older brothers and I..... my twin brother and i are both going away to college and my other brother just graduated from college and is looking for a job to teach English in Japan! that means my mom will be alone with my grandpa. now i  can see why she would be depressed....i mean I would be that way if it was me...but I can't do anything to help her...NOTHING... i have to go to school..i have to leave...i have to LIVE....i just don't know what to tell her.

i'm sorry i'm talking about my family...i just wanted to get that out... it's very hard for me talk about my emotions or my relationships... whether they be past, present, or future....all VERY hard to talk about..... i don't know why....they just are.

so... my orientation is coming up tues and wed....ohhhh boy... i'm soooo scared, excited, happy and sad at THE same time! I have to take japanese and french placement tests...HOLY shit! i forget EVERYTHING!! i need to study but i can never get myself to do it for more than a couple minutes.. gaahh.

well, i know this is a really random entry... i'm sorry. I don't really know what else to talk about except what i am feeling at this present moment..

so i'm gonna go to bed b/c i need to get up and have a blasty blast at ahren's!! HECK YAH!
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2006|06:26 am]
[Current Location |Mel's House/her computer]
[mood | we got SO much done today!]
[music |Jack Johnson.... "pretty much, aMAzing...pretty much" -mel]

so....how should I start this? what should I talk about?

hmmn

** light bulb turns on over Judy's head** OoOH I've got it!

so here goes, today was SO much fuckin' fun! (i love the semi-alliteration)

Megan, Corey, Mel, and I decide to go to Starbucks, and find a game that most of us haven't played called.."Whoonu"...(was that the name of it) was unbelievably FUN!!  And the ppl we played with we're Puuurfect because all of didn't know each other really well just partially...so we go to learn a lot about each other...except Megan because she ALWAYS go the crappy cards!! I'm sorry, Megan!!
so what the heck is Whoonu? well, that's exactly what i was thinking until I started playing it! It's made by the same maker as Cranium, and it's made up a huge deck of cards with random things on them. With four of those cards you have to pick two that will best fit the person who doesn't have any cards...this person rotates within the group when you pass the remaining two cards in your hand (after you pick out the best two) to the left....so after the person with no cards gathers all the "best fit cards" from the remaining player, they have to order them from best to worst, and depending on that order depends on how many points you get....all I have to say is that fuckin' corey won the first game...lol...HE WINS AT EVERY GAME! though it ended up that EACH of us won once so it was perfectly equal! and I have to say that I got the MOST points out of EVERYONE in the WHOLE game (72) HA, HO! In your FACE! pal-pal-pal!

well, after that AMAZING game we bade farewell to Megan (she had to get up early in the morning) and went and bought brownie mix (with reese's) and made brownie...YUM!
and we ended up talking and talking...listening to dane cook...and more talking...FUN FUN FUN!! so Megan you didn't miss anything!! we didn't play Scrabble!!

so, I hope everything works out well with Mel and CSU!! 'cause if she makes it in I'm so confident that she'll really well there!! I think once she realizes she's TRULY on her own, she'll reach her FULL potential!! so good luck, ya HO!!

So I absolutely LOVE hanging out with Mel.. I have never had a friend who was so much like myself.. and I don't mean interests-wise b/c we have very different interests..but i mean personality-wise... seriously!! we have moments where we are about to say THE exact same thing...just about EVERY day! or we're THINKING the same things..it's pretty funny! and just about all our "hidden emotions" ....all the same...weird, isn't it? usually ppl are like... what are you TALKING about??!?! most of our conversations have "I know EXACTLY what you're talking about" encorporated into every topic... and I never get tired of hanging out...and she was saying the Exact same thing I was think a few before she said it which was.."it feels like we've been friends all our lives... i can't believe it's only been a year!!!" it's SO true!  Mel, Je t'aime! mon petit chou :-)

well, I have to close tomorrow, so I'll be getting to bed...bon soir mes amies! watashi no tomodachi!


Ju-daaay
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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2006|05:45 am]
[Tags|]
[mood | scared]
[music |"What Hurts the Most" Rascal Flatts.. ONLY the best EVER!]

so ummnn yahhh.... it's almost six...just got back from Corey's... we were watching "horrible" scary movie that was so bad it WAS funny! literally!! the acting was horrendous! and then we played "slaps" a.k.a. Egyptian War...soo much fun...but I am HORRIBLE at it.. and we topped the night off with a showing of JAWS...it was actually my FIRST time seeing this, so I was scared shitless!! eek!

but SERIOUSLY!!  there shouldn't have been so many deaths... in the very beginning a girl died..and the police KNEW it was a shark attack, but did nothing! and then of course other deaths occured...so they sent some of the townsmen who are IDIOTS..out and they get the "shark" or so they think...the main characters KNOW it's not THE shark that's been killing all the ppl, so they try to get the beach closed but the head of the town doesn't believe them....and so the plot ensues and MORE deaths occur...but SERIOUSLY all the main characters had to do was TELL the ppl...either in the newspaper  or flyers...if they KNEW there still was a shark...no body's fuckin' goin' in that ocean.. but NO...so they go out and try and catch...it's so frickin' SCARY! the shark every second is like
BAM..
.RIGHT IN YOUR FACE!!

 
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